When you think about it... the world is incredibly corrupt... i mean... take anime for example, it shows us how things would be with a gallent knight or a kind hearted princess (that is if you watch cheesy anime like tsubasa chronicles as i do) but the point is, you look at these people as being the penacle of good, loving, honorable. When you look at people in real life have you ever seen such a person? someone who is truly for others? someone who would fight thru anything for someone else? true unconditional love is practically a myth in this world and it kinda disgusts me... human nature is a nasty thing, sometimes makes you ashame to be a human... why cant we just follow our hearts and live in goodness with others? why cant people just accept others and live in harmony? i probly sound like a hippie but thats not my goal in this, my goal in this is to point out how far we have strayed from the path that sets us apart... even i am guilty of this, and it is such a hard path to get back to, believe me it is... not to mention the stress of doing the right thing is and can be incredibly hard, but its worth it. we must fight for what is right, for those who cannot and for those who need us and we do not realize, to protect all close to you with everything you have, careful not to let them drag you down but at the same time unwavering to become that which we respect and cherish soo much... granted for me that would be a true knight, while its impossible to become one, i cannot help but hold that dream close to my heart because it is just that a dream, and it helps me to try and do the right thing... this journal entry is for me mostly i know but who knows what others get from it.

Ps. i suck at grammer, just spilling out thoughts so please save the corrections for actual deviations, thank you.